i'm addicted and i just can't get enough

My mind's dirty and it don't need cleanin'

Sun, rain, snow or hail, we never got lost in the storm
And you best to respect that you never really know what you've got 'til it's gone
And a monster was born, with a want to explore
Life's roughest weather, but we know the code so we stuck together, yeah
And as life unravels, my mind's what fights my battles
I rhyme like lightning travels, think quick, how you like them apples
Cuz I'm ready as I'll ever be, my head is in the melody, I'm flying now
Each feather is so heavenly, the energy of seven seas couldn't tie me down, bitch
So no fucking around dumb cunt, one jump and I'm up in the clouds
Trying to make that moment last, on a beat like Heath in a Joker mask
Which means, don' change that dial
Could've, would've, should've, just ain't our style
Shit, we got things to build
If your luck's low just know your wings are real

both, both.  all.

“We accept the love we think we deserve.” 

It came to the end? it seems you had heard
As we walked the city streets
You never said a word
When we finally sat down
Your eyes were full of spite
I was desperate, I was weak
I could not put up a fight

But where are you now?
Where are you now?
Do you ever think of me
In the quiet, in the crowd?

You were strangely less in pain
Than you were cold.
Triumphant in your mind
Of the logic that you hold

You said no one would ever know
The love that we had shared.
As I took my leave to go
It was clear you didn't care

And I hear of your coming
And your going in the town
I hear stories of your smile
I hear stories of your frown

And the darkness can descend
We can relish all the pain
But I know that's what you love
Cause you know I love the same

Drunken monologues, confused because
It's not like I'm falling in love I just want you to do me no good
You look like you could

Can't stop now, this may be the last chance that I get.

You dream of trading places,
I have been changing faces
You can not fill these shoes,
There is too much too lose.
Wake up behind these trenches,
You run around defenseless.
There is too much too lose,
You can not fill these shoes
I just want to be Famous,
But, be careful what you wish for

I stuck my dick in this game like a rapist
They call me Slim Roethlisberger
I go bezerker than a fed-up post-office worker
I'm Erkel with a Mossberg
I'm pissed off get murdered
Like someone took a ketchup squirter
Squirted a frankfurter
For a gangster you shoulda shit your pants
When you saw the chainsaw get to waving
Like a terrible towel
I faced her around
But his fangs come out
Get your brains blown out
That's what I call blowing your mind
When I come back
Like nut on your spine
I'm a thumb tack
That you slept on son
Now here I come screaming attack like I just stepped on one
Low on the totem till he showed 'em
Defiance, giant scrotum
He don't owe them bitches shit
His britches, he out grow'd em
He's so out cold he's knocked out of the South Pole
And nobody fucks with him
Rigamortis and post-mortem
He's dying of boredom
Take your best rhymes, record 'em
To try to thwart him
He'll just take your punch lines and snort 'em
Shit stained drawers
You gon fuck with a guy who licks the blades of his chainsaws
While he dips 'em in P.F. Chang's sauce
Game's up, homie, hang it up like some crank calls
You think I'm backing down you must be out of your dang skulls
I'm almost famous

I'm back for revenge
I lost a battle that ain't happening again
I'm at your throat like strep
I step, strapped with a pen
Metaphors wrote on my hand,
Some are just stored in my memory
some i wrote on a napkin
I do what I have to to win
Pull at it all stops, any who touch a mic prior's
Not even Austin Powers, how the fuck are they Mike Meyers
And tell that psycho to pass the torch
To the whack before I take a shit in his Jack-O-Lantern
And smash it on his porch
Now get off my dick
Dick's too short a word for my dick
Get off my antidisestablishmentarianism, you prick
Don't call me the champ; call me the space shuttle destroyer
I just blew up the challenger, matter fact I need a lawyer
I just laced my gloves wit' enough plaster
To make a cast beat his ass naked and peed in his corner like Vern Troyer
You're the Eminem backwards, you're meni-me
See he's in a whole nother weight class
He slugs, your BB's your bean bag bullets
You're full of it; you were dissin' his CD's
LAUGHED at Infinite, now he's back like someone pissed in his wheaties
No peace treaties, he's turned into a beast
His new Slim Shady EP's got the attention of the mighty D. R. E HE'S ALMOST FAMOUS

Now there he goes in Dre's studio cuppin his balls
Screaming the wood off the panelling
And cussing the paint off the walls
Spewing his hate to these haters, showing no love for these braudsHe ain't given them shit, he says he'll pinch a penny so hard
He'll leave a bruise on the bronze so dark you can see the mark
With the scars, till Abraham Lincoln is screaming out AHH
These metaphors and similes ain't similar to them, not at all
If they don't like it, they can all get fucked instead of sucking him off
They can go get a belt or a neck tie, to hang themselves by
Like David Carradine they can go fuck themselves and just die
And eat shit while they at it
He's fucking had it, he's mad at the whole world
So go to hell and build a snowman girl
The bullies become bullied, the pussies get pushed
Then they better pull me, take me back to 9th grade to school me
Cus I ain't looking back, only forward, this whole spot blowing
Who coulda known he'd grow to be a poet and not know it
And while I'm being poetic let me get historic and raise the bar
Higher than my opinion of these women's been lowered
So bare witness to some biblical shit
As a cold wind blowing this world ain't gonna know what hit it
He did it, he made it, he's finally famous

I said ay yo, I'mma lay my tracks down,
I'm that freight train tearing through the sky in the clouds.
I said ay yo, watch this hail mary fly,
Keep on runnin' keep on gunnin' with this fire in my eyes.
And I'm sky high, I'm sky high. Yeah, welcome to the time of my life
I'm sky high, I'm sky high, yeah, welcome to the time of my life

"Ушите му пламнаха от спомена. Какъв глупак беше! За двубой трябваше да мисли, не за целуване."

We touch I feel a rush
We clutch it isn't much
But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust, it's torturous
You must be a sorceress 'cause you just
Did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
'Cause if I get burnt I'ma show you what it's like to hurt
'Cause I've been treated like dirt before you
And love is "evol"
Spell it backwards I'll show you
*

TWO CAN PLAY THIS GAME.

man up& go for it 

I'm a puppet on a string

Tracy Island, time-traveling diamond

Could've shaped heartaches

Come to find ya fall in some velvet morning

Years too late

She's a silver lining lone ranger riding

Through an open space

In my mind when she's not right there beside me

I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be

And satisfaction feels like a distant memory

And I can't help myself,

All I wanna hear her say is "Are you mine? "

I guess what I'm trying to say is I need the deep end

Keep imagining meeting, wished away entire lifetimes

Unfair we're not somewhere misbehaving for days

Great escape lost track of time and space

She's a silver lining climbing on my desire

Well, are you mine? (Are you mine tomorrow?)

Are you mine? (Or just mine tonight?)

Are you mine? (Are you mine? Mine?)

And the thrill of the chase moves in mysterious ways

So in case I'm mistaken,

I just wanna hear you say you got me baby

Are you mine?

*

I've been waiting all night for you to
Tell me what you want, tell me, tell me that you need me
I've been waiting all night for you to
Oh, oh, tell me what you want yeah

искам те до мен, искам те до мен

И аз имам нужда скъпа да ти оближа пъпа.

Ти си божествено творение. Богоявление, няма друго мнение.

Създадена си от друго измерение.

След това парти във вас ела, ела у нас..

Знам, че ме помниш от Spirit of Bourgas.

Там ония чудни миди, всеки ще завиди

като ни види колко сме щастливи.

Където надалека, ебаси колко тека

с тебе мога да спя като на Витоша на ски влека.

Аз и ти, ние крием наш'та малка тайна, 

смях и джаз водят ме към твойта спалня.

Обичам сутрин палачинките ти с мед,

когато се усмихваш разтопяваш бучки лед.

А света остава пълен с радост, защото слънцето в него си ти.

Когато скачаш на батут, аз пляскам като луд.

Ти можеш да летиш, аз съм твоя парашут.

Уискито е с лед, корема ти е в стрес, 

само твоят сутиен събужда звяра в мен.

Ти си лудница, аз съм твоя пациент.

Ти си ангелски хор, аз съм твоя диригент.

На крачка съм от Рая на твоите крака, 

няма да ти дам звезди, а цялата Луна.

Smoke alarm went off at 9
I woke up, wiped the sleep out of my eyes
She left a note "I'll be back in 5"
Well, I'm still waiting for that moment to arrive, hey

I was told to put my job in front of you
But it won't hold me like you do

But I do it for the love
Waiting on the gold rush
Keep it on the edge
Smoking on a roll up
When I see my friends
All they say is "Hold up
And remember the time
When we were in school
Listening to grown-ups.
Didn't learn a thing
But then again, you know what,
You know how to sing
But you don't know anything
Other than that.

And maybe you should learn to love her
Like, like the way
You wanna be loved.

I never told her that I liked
The way she dances slightly out of time
And pretends she knows the words
To a song she's never heard
But I tell her all the time, hey

Our day has come
It's drawn in the sky
So don't shed a tear now
Be thankful for the time

Life wouldn't be so precious dear if there never was an end
Children still play in the garden
Dance as the sun slips away

We stand on the edge now
We've come so far
Through all the dust it becomes clear
You will always be my heart

There's no death, no end of time when I'm facing it with you

Children still play in the garden
Dance as the sun slips away
Not even stars last forever
Cleanse us Acid rain

Stand near to me
Don't look, be brave
Over the blackened moon
I'll carry you away
Through the planets we fly

Send us home.

And though where the road then takes me

I cannot tell

We came all this way

But now comes the day

To bid you farewell

Many places I have been

Many sorrows I have seen

But I don't regret

Nor will I forget

All who took the road with me

Night is now falling

So ends this day

The road is now calling

And I must away

Over hill and under tree

Through lands where never light has shone

By silver streams that run down to the sea

Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
They strung up a man
They say who murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.

Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
Where dead man called out
For his love to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.

Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
Where I told you to run,
So we'd both be free.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.

Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
Wear a necklace of rope,
Side by side with me.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met at midnight
In the hanging tree.

It's a lonely road
Full of tired men
And you can see it in their faces
And you'll be home in spring
I can wait till then
I heard you're on a big train

And all this too shall pass
This loneliness won't last for long
I wasn't there to take his place
I was ten thousand miles away
So when you hear my voice
When you say my name
May it never give you pain

I don't wanna go
But it's time to leave
You'll be on my mind, my destiny

And I won't fight it in vain
I love you just the sameI couldn't know what's in your mind
But I saw the pictures, you're looking fine

And there was a time
When I stood in line for love, for love, for love
But I let you go, oh, I let you go

And he fell apart

With this broken heart
And this blood, this blood, this blood
Oh, it drains from my skin and dust

How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes

I struggle to find any truth in your lies

And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know

My weakness I feel I must finally show

Lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all

But lend me your heart and I'll just let you fall

Lend me your eyes I can change what you see

But your soul you must keep, totally free

Awake my soul

Awake my soul

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die

And where you invest your love, you invest your life

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die

And where you invest your love, you invest your life

Awake my soul

Awake my soul

Awake my soul

For you were made to meet your maker

You were made to meet your maker

I remember tears streaming down your face

When I said, "I'll never let you go"

When all those shadows almost killed your light

I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"

But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window, darling,

Everything's on fire

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold on to this lullaby

Even when music's gone

Gone

I aim the first one who'll dare to stand still

Oh Lord, your tension is making me ill

You've got no friends in your home, you'll got no family stone

You can't go... yeah yeah yeah

Everyone, in every town, on every boat, on every trip, the multi-talented strip

Will gather 'round you with coke and pain

The trees, ain't no doubt about

The seeds, I had no thought about

No, yeah yeah yeah

Don't know why I can't locate this feeling, that I would rather be with you

It makes no sense, you're crying out loud, that I may love you

This stress is wasting my emotions that I would rather be with you

Don't let them closer to this secret...that I may love you

Take 'em outa west, take 'em outa height, take 'em on a sweet ride

Those little angles are numbered nine

The colored TV once shined on desolation 15

They've got it!!Yeah, yeah yeah!

Bust 'em in the light, bust 'em in the light, BUST 'EM IN THE DAYLIGHT

They ain't worthy being named as thieves

One of the shorties said hi up to the abbot who died

The rebound... yeah yeah yeah

Now hear the bluebird whistle hymns like "I would rather heal your wounds"

now hear the dark gun punching out that I may love you

I'm so addicted to

All the things you do

When you're going down on me

In between the sheets

Or the sound you make

With every breath you take

It's not like anything

When you're loving me

Oh girl lets take it slow

So as for you well you know where to go

I want to take my love and hate you till the end

It's not like you to turn away

From all the bullshit I can't take

It's not like me to walk away

I know when it's getting rough

All the times we spend

When we try to make

This love something better than

Just making love again

How can I make it through

All the things you do

There's just got to be more to you and me

"а той ти позволява да бъдеш смел и чак когато тръгнеш да пропадаш в бездната, идва да ти помогне."

You heard my voice I came out of the woods by choice

Shelter also gave their shade

But in the dark I have no name

So leave that click in my head

And I will remember the words that you said

Left a clouded mind and a heavy heart

But I was sure we could see a new start

So when your hope's on fire

But you know your desire

Don't hold a glass over the flame

Don't let your heart grow cold

I will call you by name

I will share your road

But hold me fast, Hold me fast

'Cause I'm a hopeless wanderer

I wrestled long with my youth

We tried so hard to live in the truth

But do not tell me all is fine

When I lose my head, I lose my spine

So leave that click in my head

And I won't remember the words that you said

You brought me out from the cold

Now, how I long, how I long to grow old

I will learn, I will learn to love the skies I'm under

I don't need any help to be breakable, believe me

(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeah)
Nothing is perfect, but your imperfections are quaint 
Your love is worth it and for that I will wait???
And though you hate me when you have a turn 
I drive you crazy but you always return

If I fall short, If I break rank
It's a bloodsport but I understand 
I'm all yours 
I'm a man
I'm on all fours, willingly down 

Loving you is a bloodsport!
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeah)
Fighting in a love war 
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeah)

Although you love me, sometimes we meet
Things can get ugly but we're still a team
We are an army, the brakes are within'
But, that's why we're stronger and that's how we win 

It's not what I'm in love for, I know
But I don't know if you could help it
Baby I'm just being selfish 

Loving you is a bloodsport!
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, Yeah)

I've got your back and though it's stacked against us 
I've got your hand, it's us against consensus
And I will burn the people who hurt you the worst 
And I will not learn 
'Cause I'm too young and too dumb to consider the terms 
I'm burning the law and I'll curse the day that they return 

With the smile on my face as their heads hit the floor 
And it's done, now it's curtains, the blood lost, it's the cost, it fucking hurts
But it's working and even if you ask me to stop it's too late
Because I've already decided that faith is not a distaste, it's pure hate
And it pulsates and it works its way around my brain
And anyway, what I'm trying to say is I'll protect you 'till the day I'll meet my maker
So don't fight me now 'cause you might need me later

"The cave"

It's empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

‘Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker's land

So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

‘Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

we're friends now, I guess, so it's fine
*

“But what? Adrian said, furrowing his brow.

“I’m just not attracted to you, okay?” David sighed.

He left the change room a few minutes after, leaving Adrian sprawled on the floor.

When we're in love, we're in danger. That's what I like.

The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!

I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

*

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07 октомври 2014

If I would know you

But you wouldn't know me?!

Don't go,

Tell me that the lights won't change

Tell me that you'll feel the same.

And they'll stay here forever.

Where we go, where we?

Where we go 

If I would know you

But you wouldn't know me?!