събота, 12 декември 2015 г.


Fuck you if you love a car for its paint job
Love you if you love a car for the road trips
Show me the miles and your arms and the pink scar
Where the doctor had to pull out all the bone chips
Cuz you were pressing on the gas just a bit hard
Right in the moment where the road curved a bit sharp
And when you woke up, somebody was unclipping your seat belt 
and pulling you from the open window of your flipped car

Cold pizza
Tie-dye shirts
Broken hearts
Give'm here, give'm here
Hand me downs
Give me give me leftovers
Give me give me sloppy seconds
Give em here, give em here

I don't care where you've been
How many miles, I still love you 

Show me someone who says they got no baggage
I'll show you somebody whose got no story
Nothing gory means no glory, but baby please don't bore me
We won't know until we get there
The who, or the what, or the when where
My favorite sweater was a present that I got a couple presidents ago
And I promised that I would rock it till it's thread bare
Bet on it
Every single person got a couple skeletons
So pretty soon, in this room
It'll just be me and you when we clear out all the elephants
Me and you and the elements

We all have our pitfalls
Beer's flat, the cabs have been called
And everybody and their momma can hear the drama 
that's happening behind these thin walls

My pattern with women isn't a flattering image
But I don't want to run away because I said so
I don't want to be the guy to hide all of my flaws
And I'll be giving you the side of me that I don't let show
Everything in fashion
That has ever happened
Always coming crashing down
Better let go
But in a couple years it will be retro
You rock Marc Ecko
My shirts have the gecko
Cuz in the past man, I was hopeless
But now's when my little cousins look the dopest
(whoop whoop)
Fuck the fashion po-po
Have a stale doughnut, I don't need no tips
Fuck a five second rule
That's a plan I never understood
It's September in my kitchen in a Christmas sweater
Sipping cold coffee on the phone with damaged goods

And there is not a single place that I would rather be
I'm fucked up just like you are, and you're fucked up just like me


вторник, 8 декември 2015 г.

Fuck you if you love a car for its paint job
Love you if you love a car for the road trips

неделя, 29 ноември 2015 г.

And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade - it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart

And I will stay up through the night
And let's be clear, won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life

And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one


неделя, 15 ноември 2015 г.


This is my word
This is my way
Show me a sign
Sweep me away

This is my word,
Heartbreaker, gatekeeper
I’m feeling far away, I’m feeling right there

Deep in my heart, deep in my mind
Take me away, take me away
This is my word
Dream maker, life taker
Open up my mind

All I believe
is it a dream
that comes crashing down on me
All that I hope
is it just smoke and mirrors
I want to believe ohh oh oh oh oh oh oh
But all that I hope
is it just smoke and mirrors

All that I’ve known
buildings of stone
Fall to the ground
without a sound
This is my word
Heart breaker, gatekeeper
I’m feeling far away, I’m feeling right there

I’m starting to cave
I’m losing my flame
I wanted your truth
but I wanted the pain
to disappear
Dream maker, life taker
Open up my mind


"Усещах навлажнения от устните му филтър и топлината на пръстите му, когато се срещнеха с моите за да поема фаса. Дърпах дълбоко, сякаш цигарата беше него и нас, сякаш можеше да останем на дъното на дробовете ми. Винаги, винаги."
"Когато най-сетне се завреше в леглото си, без да става повече, зъбите му затракваха силно, защото студът е особено остър в края на зимата. Тогава той издърпваше още по-нагоре одеялото над себе си, сваляше още по-ниско нощната си шапка и се мъчеше да пропъди от мислите си търговията и дневните грижи. И в такъв случай в мислите му нямаше нищо приятно, защото в паметта му възкръсваха тутакси старите спомени, които започваха да разгръщат пред него картините на миналото. А в тия картини често се крият карфици, които убождат до болка. „Ах!“ — извиква човек тогава. И ако карфицата се забие дълбоко и убоденото място започне да гори, ето, че в очите се показват и сълзи. Същото се случваше и със стария Антон. По лицето му се търкалят топли сълзи, които светеха като най-чисти брилянти. Те падаха на одеялото или на пода и звънтяха тъй тъжно, сякаш в сърцето на стареца се бе скъсала струна. Наистина те скоро се изпаряваха и изчезвайки, ронеха светли пламъчета и озаряваха картините, които никога не можеха да се заличат. Старият Антон триеше очите си с нощната шапка и картините се губеха заедно със сълзите, но изворът продължаваше да блика, защото се намираше в сърцето му. И картините не се явиха в същия ред, в който бяха наредени в действителния живот. Най-тъжните изпъкваха най-често от всички и ако между тях попаднеха радостни, тогава те хвърляха върху другите още по-силна сянка."

неделя, 8 ноември 2015 г.

I know I took the path that you would never want for me
I know I let you down, didn't I?
So many sleepless nights where you were waiting up on me
Well I'm just a slave unto the night

Now remember when I told you that's the last you'll see of me
Remember when I broke you down to tears

I know I took the path that you would never want for me
I gave you hell through all the years
So I, I bet my life, I bet my life
I bet my life on you
I, I bet my life, I bet my life
I bet my life on you

I've been around the world and never in my wildest dreams
Would I come running home to you
I've told a million lies but now I tell a single truth
There's you in everything I do

Don't tell me that I'm wrong
I've walked that road before

And left you on your own
And please believe them when they say
That it's left for yesterday
And the records that I've played

Please forgive me for all I've done

четвъртък, 15 октомври 2015 г.

There's A Beast Awakening
Tuggin At My Feet
And It Wont Be Satisfied
Till Its Taken Me

Theres A Cold Wind Blowin
Rattling The Trees
And I Wont Be Satisfied
Till They Know Its Me

They’ll Be
New Blood On Me
New Blood On Me
New Blood On Me

I’m A Darkness Growing
I’m A Violent Sea
When I Come And Cut You Down
You’ll Know It’s Me

In The Eye Of Reckoning
Everyone Is A Sheep
But I've Become The Lions Mouth
(So) Settle In My Teeth

Fate Holds You
Like An Ugly Noose

The Way You Choose
Was It Worth Dying For


неделя, 27 септември 2015 г.


He said, "Let's get out of this town,
Drive out of the city, away from the crowds."
I thought heaven can't help me now.
Nothing lasts forever, but this is gonna take me down

He's so tall and handsome as hell
He's so bad but he does it so well
I can see the end as it begins
My one condition is

Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress,
Staring at the sunset, babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
Say you'll see me again
Even if it's just in your wildest dreams, oh, ah, wildest dreams, oh, ah.

I said, "No one has to know what we do,"
His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room
And his voice is a familiar sound,
Nothing lasts forever but this is getting good now

He's so tall and handsome as hell
He's so bad but he does it so well
And when we've had our very last kiss
My last request is

Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress,
Staring at the sunset, babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
Say you'll see me again
Even if it's just in your wildest dreams, oh, ah, wildest dreams, oh, ah.

You see me in hindsight
Tangled up with you all night
Burning it down
Someday when you leave me
I bet these memories
Follow you around

Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress,
Staring at the sunset, babe
Red lips and rosy cheeks
Say you'll see me again
Even if it's just pretend


сряда, 2 септември 2015 г.

"Does he go down on you? I do…that’s what I like to do. I like the way it feels. I like the way it’s just me and it…I wanna taste you. I’d like to slip my tongue inside you…just as you come. Want me to make you come? I can do that. Want me to do that?"

неделя, 30 август 2015 г.

If you must wait,
Wait for them here in my arms as I shake
If you must weep,
Do it right here in my bed as I sleep
If you must mourn, my love
Mourn with the moon and the stars up above
If you must mourn,
Don't do it alone


If you must leave,
Leave as though fire burns under your feet

If you must speak,
Speak every word as though it were unique
If you must die, sweetheart
Die knowing your life was my life's best part
And if you must die,
Remember your life

You are

If you must fight,
Fight with yourself and your thoughts in the night
If you must work,
Work to leave some part of you on this earth

If you must live, darling one,

Just live

сряда, 26 август 2015 г.

 I knew you were trouble when you walked in

"You moan, mouth open, wrecked and panting. I can’t tell if it’s a sight that belongs to a Botticelli angel or a whore. You’re sweeter than any heaven I know and as damning as any sin, but the way you open around my fingers is worth any divine punishment."

неделя, 23 август 2015 г.

They tell me you've touched the face of God,
at the sound of the rope cracking on your neck
They tell me you'd never give it up
like the song that was soul singing in your head


So honey please, don't let go
or you'll fall into the dead of night
So honey please, don't let go
You better learn to fly,
'cause they're gonna point you up at the sky

The more that you want it
The more that you need it
I know that you'll be by my side
In the heat of the moment 
When the thunder and lightning comes
I know that you'll be by my side


That loving man ain't no rolling stone
At the sound of the drums, I'm gonna set you free
I talk to him on the telephone,
and these are the words that he gave to me...

вторник, 18 август 2015 г.

stranger in the dark, the lonely night
heard your mother calling
where you been, cain? where you been?
where’s your brother?
abel in the dark, abel in the night
heard his brother calling
watch your sin, cain. watch your sin
i’m your brother
the light goes down a mark from god
you’re shaking now, your brother’s blood
left alone- what have you done?
your father’s boy, your mother’s son
adam in the dark, adam in the night
had a father calling
man and sin, cain
man and sin love each other
eve in dark, the lonely night
only mother calling
where you been, cain? where you been?
where’s your brother

понеделник, 17 август 2015 г.

Oh I'm a mess right now
Inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end
I can't work it out

How going through the motions
Going through us
And oh I've known it for the longest time
And all of my hopes
All of my own words
Are all over written on the signs

But you're on my road
Walking me home

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna' feel your love

Easy baby maybe I'm a liar
But for tonight I wanna' fall in love

Put your faith in my stomach

I messed up this time
Late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion

With fingers intertwined
I can't shake this feeling now
We're going through the motions
Hoping you'd stop

And ohhh I've only caused you pain
I know but all of my words will always below
Of all the love you spoke
When you're on my road
Walking me home

And for how long, I love, my lover
For how long I love my lover

And now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover


неделя, 16 август 2015 г.

Do you recall, not long ago
We would walk on the sidewalk
Innocent, remember?
All we did was care for each other

But the night was warm
We were bold and young
All around the wind blows
We would only hold on to let go


Blow a kiss, fire a gun
We need someone to lean on
Blow a kiss, fire a gun
All we need is somebody to lean on


What will we do when we get old?
Will we walk down the same road?
Will you be there by my side?
Standing strong as the waves roll over


When the nights are long
Longing for you to come home
All around the wind blows
We would only hold on to let go

понеделник, 27 юли 2015 г.


And who are you, the proud lord said,
that I must bow so low?
Only a cat of a different coat,
that's all the truth I know.
In a coat of gold or a coat of red,
a lion still has claws,
And mine are long and sharp, my lord,
as long and sharp as yours.
And so he spoke, and so he spoke,
that lord of Castamere,
But now the rains weep o'er his hall,
with no one there to hear.
Yes now the rains weep o'er his hall,
and not a soul to hear.

петък, 17 юли 2015 г.

It’s all for you, it’s all for you
For what you have shown me
It’s all for you, it’s all for you
For what you have made me

Here’s my tribute

15, I had known to be
So confused, broken easily
Now I could not be off the memory but you’re next to me

18, you made me see
You lit the lights I’ve been dampening
Now I could not be off the memory but you’re next to me


My passion was abused, my words were never used
But now I hope that you can see

That it’s all for you, it’s all for you
For what you have shown me and what you do
It’s all for you, it’s all for you
For what you have made me, look how I grew
Here’s my tribute

23, now I’m taken in
This vicious whirl I was captured in
Now I could not be off the memory but you’re next to me

This life I’ve been brought
Life I’ve been leading
It’s my life, it’s my tribute


вторник, 14 юли 2015 г.

Down by the river
I was drawn by your grace
Into tempest of oblivion
And to the lovers-place
I was stucked in a puddle
Full of tears and unwise
Dark doings now I know
That we've paid unlike


Honey I know hey
When we walked arm in arm
I felt like we can throw away
The falseness of our past

And I know too
It's been the hardest day for you
Let's throw them out the
Window
That's what those lovers do

Ouhhhhhouhhh, down by river


I could lift you up
I could show you what you wanna see
And take you where you wanna be

You could be my luck
Even if the sky is falling down
I know that we'll be safe and sound

We're safe and sound

I could fill your cup
You know my river won't evaporate
This world we still appreciate

You could be my luck
Even in a hurricane of frowns
I know that we'll be safe and sound

Safe and sound
We're safe and sound
Safe and sound
We're safe and sound
Hold your ground
We're safe and sound
Safe and sound

I could show you love
In a tidal wave of mystery
You'll still be standing next to me

You could be my luck
Even if we're six feet underground
I know that we'll be safe and sound

We're safe and sound

вторник, 30 юни 2015 г.

Never again... will I kneel to any man. Now they shall kneel to me. As you do, monster. My monster. My beautiful corpse. How clever he's been, our creator. But our little god... has brought forth not angels... but demons. Thee and me. And what should we do with this power, undead thing? You're a thoughtful man, a philosopher even. So tell me, why do we exist? Why have we been chosen? Tell me. I don't know. Is it to suffer? Yes. Must it be? How can it be other? We long for that we cannot have. Women? I'll bring you a dozen. We'll f*ck 'em together. Me? Then you shall have me. I want you. I want a man unlike all other men. My brother, my equal. I'll take you... by this beautiful, white, dead hand and lead you to my bed right now. I'll bleed for you. I'll love you... for your sadness... and your poetry and your passion and your rage and your infinite, luxurious ugliness. I'll lick your sins away. And when Victor comes home... we'll put our hands around his throat together... and watch him die. And then this will be our home. And then? What then, undead thing? We were created to rule, my love. And the blood of mankind will water our garden. Us and our kin... and our children, and our generations. We are the conquerors. We are the pure blood. We are steel and sinew both. We are the next 1000 years. We are the dead. No being... who ever was... or ever will be, shall love you... like I do.

събота, 27 юни 2015 г.

We are one of a kind irreplaceable
How did I get so blind and so cynical
If there's love in this life we're unstoppable
No we can't be defeated

Monday left me broken
Tuesday I was through with hoping
Wednesday my empty arms were open
Thursday waiting for love, waiting for love
Thank the stars it's Friday
I'm burning like a fire gone wild on Saturday
Guess I won't be coming to church on Sunday
I'll be waiting for love, waiting for love
To come around

петък, 19 юни 2015 г.

Justin: I'll be back. And you'll come there, we're gonna see each other all the time.
Brian: You don't know that. Neither do I. Whether we see each other next week, next month, never again, it doesn't matter. It's only time.
Justin: [picking up the box that holds their wedding rings] You didn't return them?
Brian: I didn't return them.
Justin: We don't need rings or vows to prove that we love each other. We already know that.
Brian: ...You did it.
Justin: Did what?
Brian: Became the best homosexual you could possibly be.
Who's the hippy now? 
I cut it off to make you proud, 
abuse my limbs until the sun goes down 
I don't want to be alone again.

Got Jesus' Autograph, 
no handshake or pat on the ass 
his saving grace was talking fast 
I don't want to be bored again 
am I ready to take that chance, 
put my faith in someone else?


Let's use this dynamite,
we're only making noises


I'll make the brightness yours
so we can deny who we are, 
I Love you but not today
the darkness fell like a shout.
am i ready to take that chance, 
put my faith in someone else?


Together we stand,
we're at the bottom of the cove
it looked like rain but, it felt like snow
Because wherever we stand, we're at the bottom of the hole, 
we'll dig our way out, but we'll still say no.


The wound is king and how,
his whorses turn they make him proud
his vision's clipped like wings and crowns
lets use this photograph 
he's never had the chance to believe in something else.
let's use this dynamite, we're only making noises
we want to affect a change with voice and electrical noises


Darkness fell like a shout;
the darkness fell like a shout;
darkness fell like the shout;

wherever we crash, we're gonna blame it on the old
unique to the touch, and crippled to the bone
however we stand they'll be swinging from the ropes 
unfinished and young or unhappy and old
You are the loneliest person that I've ever known
We are joined at the surface but nowhere else

I look in the glass and stare at your strained, grey,
Motionless face and ask
Underneath, is there a golden soul?


Take care of the ones that you love
Take care of the ones that you love

Baby I'm leaving here
You need to be with somebody else
I can't stop bleeding here
Can you suture my wounds?


Everyone is beginning to breathe as I break down
You are in love with a shadow that won't come back


Sooner or later, we all have to wake
And try forgetting everything
Underneath, there's a perfect sky


Baby I'm leaving here
You need to be with somebody else
I can't stop bleeding here
Can you suture my wounds and feelings?


четвъртък, 18 юни 2015 г.

- Michael: This is where it all began.
- Brian: And ended.
- Michael: But it’s who we are. It’s what made us.
- Brian: Didn’t you say that… that’s all a cheap illusion, and that outside, life goes on but in here, nothing ever changes?
- Michael: I did say that. Yes. But that was before I understood… that some things aren’t meant to change. Dance with me.
- Brian: [chuckles]
- Michael: Why not?
- Brian: Well, for one thing, there’s no music.
- Michael: Of course there is. Can’t you hear it? The old thumpa-thumpa?
- Brian: Watch it, asshole! You want to bust your stitches?
- Michael: I’m fine. Come on. Come on! Shake that groove thing.
- Brian: You shake it, Mikey. I’m too…
- Michael: What? Old? You’ll always be young. You’ll always be beautiful. You’re Brian Kinney, for fuck’s sake!
- Brian: So… What are they playing?
- Michael: Our song.
Michael voice over: So the thumpa-thumpa continues. It always will, no matter what happens, no matter who’s president. As our lady of disco, the divine miss Gloria Gaynor, has always sung to us: “We will survive.