"Nina"

I met you when I was a teen

But then you were one as well

And I could play a guitar

Just like ringing a bell

Sometimes I wonder

In any other summer could you have been my part time lover

To me listening to Stevie Wonder

Under the covers where we used to lay

And re-stacks is what the speakers play

I'll be on tour almost every day

When I was home up in my flat is where we used to stay

Just watching the DVD, smoking illegal weed

Getting high as two kites when we needed to breathe

We used each other's air just for the people to see

And stay up all night like when we needed to sleep

We'd go anywhere, our minds would take us

And I said you are beautiful without your make-up

And you don't even need to worry about your weight cause

We can all be loved the way that God made us

And time's the only reason that we could break up

Cause you would always tell me I'm away too much

Distance is relative to the time that it takes to get on a plane

Or make a mistake, say it again

Oh Nina

You should go Nina

'Cause I ain't never coming home

Nina oh, won't you leave me now

And I've been living on the road Nina

But then again you should know Nina

Cause that's you and me both

Nina oh, won't you leave me now

Now

And every weekend in the winter

You'd be wearing my hoodie

With draw strings pulled tight

To keep your face from the cold

Taking day trips to the local

Where we'd eat on our own

Cause every day when I was away

We'd only speak on the phone

Watching Blue Planet

Creating new habits

Then as if we were two rabbits

And then you'd vanish back to the barb with all the Celtics

I disappear

You call me selfish, I understand

But I can't help it

I put my job over everything

Except my family and friends

But you'll be in between forever

So I guess we'll have to take a step back

Overlook the situation

Cause mixing business and feelings will only lead to complications

And I'm not saying we should be taking a break

Just re-evaluating quick before we make a mistake and it's too late

So we can either deal with the pain or wait to get on the plane

But in a day we'll have to say it again

Love will come and love will go

But you can make it on your own

Sing that song, go, oh won't you leave me now

People grow, and fall apart

But you can mend your broken heart

Take it back, go, oh won't you leave me now

Your on the telephone
Telling me that she's gone
Now we've been down this road a million times before

Cause it's a sweet sensation
Thinking of all that hot temptation
You know it's going right where you want
Yeah, you know what's going on

I keep breaking my own rules playing your love fool
Trying to forget about the consequence
We keep saying we should and yeah we know we could stop
But really what it all comes down to is

It feels so good
It feels so good, when I'm in your arms
Don't you know, It feels so good

You say it's dangerous you don't wanna be exposed
But I know your like a mess and your not gonna let it go

Move with me

Tell me that you turned down the man
Who asked for your hand
'Cause you're waiting for me
And I know, you're gonna be away a while
But I've got no plans at all to leave
And would you take away my hopes and dreams and just stay with me?

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide
ust promise me, you'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one

Take my hand and my
Heart and soul, I will
Only have these eyes for you
And you know, everything changes but
We'll be strangers if we see this through
You could stay within these walls and bleed
Or just stay with me
Oh lord, now

I'm stumbling off drunk, getting myself lost
I am so gone, so tell me the way home
I listen to sad songs, singing about love
And where it goes wrong

I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere
In the sands of time
But I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon

I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah
I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be
Something to do with you
I really don’t mind what happens now and then
As long as you’ll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be
There a-holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak,
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head,
If not for me then you'd be dead
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground

"Save Tonight"

Go on and close the curtains
'Cause all we need is candlelight
You and me, and a bottle of wine
To hold you tonight (oh)

Well we know I'm going away
And how I wish - I wish it weren't so
So take this wine and drink with me
And let's delay our misery

Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow - tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonight and fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow - tomorrow I'll be gone

There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away (ohh it's true)

It ain't easy to say good-bye
Darlin' please, don't start to cry
'Cause girl you know I've got to go (oh)
And Lord I wish it wasn't so


Tomorrow I'll be gone

There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
Tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks
And the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts

There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and shows on your face
That the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste

Darling heart, I loved you from the start
But you'll never know what a fool I've been
Darling heart, I loved you from the start
But that's no excuse for the state I'm in

There is love in our bodies and it holds us together
But pulls us apart when we're holding each other
We all want something to hold in the night
We don't care if it hurts or we're holding too tight

My heart swells like a water at weight
Can't stop myself before it's too late
Hold on to your heart
'Cause I'm coming to take you

Two weeks late like a surplus reprieve
I found a hair the length of yours on my sleeve
I wound it round and round my finger so tight
It turned to purple and a pulse formed inside

And I knew the beat since it matched your own beat
I still remember it from our chest to chest and feet to feet
The easy silence then was a sweet relief to this hush
Of ovens, aeroplanes and distant car horns

A fire a fire, you can only take what you can carry
A pulse your pulse, it's the only thing I can remember
I break you don't, I was always set to self destruct though
The fire the fire, it cracks and barks like primal music

I said I knew the beat 'cause it matched your own beat
It's become my engine my own source of heat
The sea between us only amplifies the sound waves
Every hum and echo and crash paints my cave.

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Не, не те обичам. Или поне не те обичам по начина, по който ме обичаш ти.

Но те обичам както обичам вятъра, прокрадващ се между стръковете трева, както обичам птичата песен рано сутрин, както обичам шума на вълните, както обичам цвета на небето, както обичам усещането на пръст и земя под краката си, както обичам ръмженето на мотора, както обичам отражението на луната в повърхността на планинско езеро, както обичам разлистването на дърветата през пролетта, както обичам блестящия сняг, както обичам залезите над града, както обичам тежкото дишане и забързания ритъм на сърцето, както обичам светлината, играеща си между пердетата, както обичам горящия цвят, когато затвориш очи и погледнеш към слънцето,  както обичам усещането на плът, както обичам мириса на добре сготвена храна, както обичам стипчивия вкус на пушека, както обичам парещия гърлото алкохол.Обичам те както обичам живота. 

Има много начини да обичаш. 

винаги има начин.

Days like this I want to drive away
Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade
 You chewed me up and spit me out
Like I was poison in your mouth
You took my light, you drained me down
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me

This is the part of me
That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no
This is the part of me
That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no
Throw your sticks and your stones,
Throw your bombs and your blows
But you’re not gonna break my soul
This is the part of me
That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away
Find out who is really there for me
'Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap
Was always tearing at the seams
 I fell deep, you let me down
But that was then and this is now
Now look at me


Now look at me I’m sparkling
A firework, a dancing flame
You won't ever put me out again
I’m glowin’, oh, whoa
 So you can keep the diamond ring
 It don't mean nothing anyway
In fact you can keep everything, yeah, yeah,
Except for me

"Но тя беше вече там.

Простряна на леглото, подсмърчаше с мокра кърпичка в ръце.

-Здрасти,мила - казах аз - Какво правиш тук? - Тя се разплака. - Май и на теб не ти е провървяло съвсем, а, мила?

Успя да кимне. Взех я в обятията си, обгърнах я, целувах много нежно подутите й клепачи.

-Не се ядосвай, бебе - промълвих аз, легнах по гръб и я придърпах към себе си. - Плачи, но не се ядосвай.

-Защо? - попита тя.

-Защото, мила - прошепнах, като я притиснах здраво, - защото няма къде да вървим, освен нагоре.

И този беше пътят, по който тръгнахме - нагоре. От този ден нататък нещата тръгнаха по-добре, поне за известно време. Но ние работихме за това. "

Уилям Голдмън, "Златният храм"

"I’m with you in Rockland,
in my dreams you walk dripping from a sea-journey on the highway across America in tears to the door of my cottage in the Western night."
A.G.

“To be reborn, you have to die first,”

Some things, once you've loved them, become yours forever.And if you try to let them go... They only circle back and return to you. They become part of who you are...or they destroy you.

Be careful, you are not in Wonderland. I've heard the strange madness long growing in your soul, in your isolation but you fortunate in your ignorance. You who have suffered find where love hides, give, share, lose, lest we die unbloomed.

Another lover hits the universe. The circle is broken. But with death comes rebirth. And like all lovers and sad people, I am a poet.

Не ме пипай, ти си пунта,
Не искам нищо,даже здрасти от твоите ръце.
Не се надувай,ти си сдухан,
Не гушкам тоя,дето носи чуждо лице!
Не се натискай, не те искам,
Ти не можеш да докоснеш мойто сърце,
правиш ми се на много умен,
време е да гушкам само мойто момче.

First thought, best thought.

the future is now.

I FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU

One day baby, we'll be old
Oh baby, we'll be old
And think of all the stories
That we could have told

No more tears, my heart is dry
I don't laugh and I don't cry
I don't think about you all the time
But when I do - I wonder why

jealousy will drive me mad

Worst feelings in the world

• Failing a test you studied really hard for /or матури
• Getting replaced in a friendship
• Getting ignored 
• Having something that you’re looking forward to, get cancelled
• Having to fight back tears in front of people
• Finding out that the person you like, likes someone else
• Goodbyes

• Showing your parents something you’re proud of only to get a disinterested reply/или винаги ти казват колко е хубаво, защото нищо не разбират