"Glitter In The Air"

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?
Have you ever thrown a fistful of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care."?

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before the lightning and the breath before the phrase
"Have you ever felt this way?"

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss, and the fear before the phrase
"Have you ever felt this way?"

There you are,
Sitting in the garden,
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight?
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
Tonight

Chris had his number but he hadn’t called and Tom had thought, with an achingly intense disappointment, that now he had given himself over completely he had lost Chris’ interest.

fake empire

Всичко направих да забравя две очи..
минах през огън и се молех, но уви!
Как да изтрия всяка дума, всеки поглед, всеки миг,
как да се справя, всичко мога, но с това не бих..

Знам ще минем през години всеки с друг..
и ще се лъжеш че обичаш, но напук!
И ще се търсим и ще крием самотата от света
ще се повтаряме като във дяволска шега!...

"Fireside"

I can't explain but I want to try
There's this image of you and I
And it goes dancing by in the morning and in the night time

There's all these secrets that I can't keep
Like in my heart there's that hotel suite and you lived there so long,
It's kinda strange now you're gone

I'm not sure if I should show you what I've found
Has it gone for good?
Or is it coming back around?
Isn't it hard to make up your mind?
When you're losing and your fuse is fireside

There's all those places we used to go
And I suspect you already know
But that place on memory lane you liked still looks the same
But something about it's changed


And I thought I was yours forever
Maybe I was mistaken but I just cannot manage to make it through the day
Without thinking of you lately

"Всичко беше страшно отдавна! Понякога си мислех, че една сутрин човек може да се събуди и всичко вече да е отминало, преживяно, да е забравено, потънало, погълнато от времето. Не съществуваше нищо сигурно — дори и споменът не бе сигурен."

EMP

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Have you got colour in your cheeks?
Do you ever get that fear that you can't shift
The type that sticks around like summat in your teeth?
Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week
How many secrets can you keep?
'Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow and I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep
Spilling drinks on my settee

(Do I wanna know)
If this feeling flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go)
Was sort of hoping that you'd stay
(Baby we both know)
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day
Crawling back to you

Ever thought of calling when you've had a few?
'Cause I always do
Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new
Now I've thought it through

Crawling back to you

So have you got the guts?
Been wondering if your heart's still open and if so I wanna know what time it shuts
Simmer down and pucker up
I'm sorry to interrupt. It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you
I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to

*

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I won't ever rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots babe
I just wanna be yours

Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours, wanna be yours, wanna be yours

Let me be your 'leccy meter and I'll never run out
And let me be the portable heater that you'll get cold without
I wanna be your setting lotion (I wanna be)
Hold your hair in deep devotion (How deep?)
At least as deep as the Pacific Ocean
I wanna be yours

Пушех, димът се извисяваше над мен на облак. Бях извъртял глава назад и се клатех в такт с музиката. 

Някакво момиче танцуваше с мен, после тя изчезна и на нейно място се появи Глен. Допих 

каквото имаше на дъното на чашата му и пуших от цигарата му. Кожата му сякаш блестеше. Танцуваше все по-близо до мен, телата ни се докосваха и на мен ми ставаше все по-топло и по-топло.

Изведнъж се озовахме в някаква празна стая. Прегръщах го силно и впивах нокти във врата 

му. Той ме целуваше жадно, хапеше ме. Не можехме да пазим равновесие и за това ме 

хвърли на леглото. Завъргаляхме се. Беше колкото борба, толкова и желание за близост.

HIGHWAY TO HELL OR STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN?

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Завъртях се към него и допрях чело до неговото. Нямах сили за повече, освен това занех, че той не го иска. Не знаех дали и аз всъщност го искам наистина. Но лудостта на младостта караше кръвта ми да кипи. Някъде дълбоко всичко ме болеше и исках единствено топлината на тялото му до моето.  Усетих как ме прегръща. Потърка челата ни. Усещах тъгата му. Да постъпи правилно по всички световни житейски закони или да ми даде ,всичко, което искам. До последно.

-Това не трябва да става.

- Тогава защо ме взе със себе си.

-Не знам. 

*

-You should let it all go. Пусни го по вятъра и морето. Не го дръж повече в себе си. И дишай дълбоко. Не забравяй, но не мисли толкова за всичко това. Минатоло си е минало, не трябва да живееш в него.

Поех дълбоко въздух и взех запалката му. Това беше ритуал. Променях животът си, пречиствах се.
Джак беше велик. За това ми беше толкова нужен.
Магически мисълта ми се избистри, бяла и празна беше. 

-Гледай на тези неща с усмивка. Те са те направили това, което си в момента. Не ги забравяй, помни. Те са част от теб. Но не ги задържай, живей свободен от тях.