'Cause darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream
петък, 16 октомври 2020 г.
понеделник, 31 август 2020 г.
I think about it
Can't think about it
Took a flight all the way home, yeah, ooh
No way around it
I still see you way up here, yeah
I'm stressed about it
Went West about it
Took a hammer to my phone, yeah, ooh
The way you run it
I still hear you crystal clear
But I won't let you in again
I'm gonna lock the doors and hide my shit
'Cause my spirit's wearing thin
And there's only so much I can give
I won't let you in again
That's the hardest thing I've ever said
You know, that's the hardest thing I've said
Guess I might understand it
If you don't listen to me
But I thought it was obvious
That you don't show up in a dream
Guess I even forgive you
For you not wanting to leave, no, no, no
Put my shoes on and run away
You still show up in a dream
Only making this harder
'Cause I still have to see your, see your face, yeah
Can you come back?
Wait, I don't mean that, no
It's all just feeling real now, ooh
So far away, but I still feel you everywhere
петък, 7 август 2020 г.
Hey you
Where you been hanging out lately?
(You)
Sleeping and spending nights, wasting time
Never thought I'd see you again in my life
Why you been acting like a stranger?
Feeling the love, a teenager, ooh
Feels kinda cool in the rager and I
Never thought I'd see the day in my life
Yet here you are
I just want to go wild
I just wanna fuck shit up and just ride
In your car tonight
In your bed tonight
I just want to sing loud
I just want to lose myself in a crowd
In your arms tonight
Burn in his arms tonight
Hey, my lil rager teenager
Trying to figure it out
Living a season of screaming
And turning it out
Hey, my lil rager teenager
I've missed you around, yeah
Missed you around
петък, 31 юли 2020 г.
You never picked it up
I even wrote it in Japanese, baby
You didn't give a fuck
'Cause I don't sleep like your body's on me
I won't feel right until we can be
Underneath everything that's between, yeah
I'm undone about to burst at my seams
'Cause I am picturing you beside me
So let me be everything that you need, yeah
But you're still picking me up
Don't put me back down like it's nothing to ya
You're still picking me up
Don't you put me back down
I remember that night when you first called me crazy
Only you picked it up
Kissed me and said "I love you, baby"
You didn't give a fuck
Now I don't sleep unless your body's on me
I won't feel right until we can be
Underneath everything that's between, yeah
I'm undone about to burst at my seams
'Cause I am picturing you beside me
So let me be everything that you need, yeah
Take your time
Pull me in, push me out
Simplify all the whispers you doubt
'Cause I know what you're thinking about
*
Well I woke up to the sound of silence
And cries were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found you with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains
And heart like the Fourth of July
You swore and said,
"We are not,
We are not shining stars."
This I know,
I never said we are
Though I've never been through hell like that
I've closed enough windows to know you can never look back
If you're lost and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone.
Carry on.
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground.
Carry on.
So I met up with some friends at the edge of the night
At a bar off 75.
And we talked and talked about how our parents will die,
All our neighbours and wives.
But I like to think I can cheat it all
To make up for the times I've been cheated on.
And it's nice to know when I was left for dead
I was found and now I don't roam these streets,
I am not the ghost you are to me.
Whoa!
My head is on fire but my legs are fine.
After all they are mine.
Lay your clothes down on the floor,
Close the door, hold the phones,
Show me how no one’s ever gonna stop us now.
'Cause we are
We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are
On our darkest day
When we’re miles away
So we'll come
We will find our way home
/
You ran away to find something to say
I went astray to make it okay
And he made it easy, darlin'
I'm still in love, and I say that because
I know how it seems between you and me
It hasn't been easy, darlin'
I can't even look at you
Would you look at the space just next to your feet?
The wood is warping
The lines distorting
This house is on fire, woo!
Burning the tears right off my face
What the hell did we do?
Tell me we'll make it through
'Cause he made it easy, easy
Please, don't leave me, leave me (Easy)
What's left of the dance?
The smell on my hands
The rock in my throat, a hair on my coat
The stranger at home, my darling
(Like some kind of freak, my darling)
Now I'm vulnerable, so sad and alone
But don't cry for me, 'cause everyone knows
You reap what you sow, my darling
Yeah, yeah, yeah
петък, 5 юни 2020 г.
Girl of the bohemian kind.
In the cold, bright dawn,
We watched her grow.
Wisdom began,
Season when the river was high.
On the gray stone long,
I walked alone.
Me and my heart,
Following the shadow she made.
Like a dull sky day,
I chased the sun.
Back at the start,
I was still in love with the way.
It's a long way,
From what's become.
She's got it bad for me,
She's got it bad for me,
The only game she played,
Now, turn the other way.
Newly grown up,
Folded up the color he wore.
See the all new girl,
Rehearsed and well.
Filling my cup,
Playing at the edge of the shore.
See the way she moves,
I broke the spell.
Oh, no.
Try to fix it for you, break it then it's gone.
Oh, no.
I go home, I go home.
Troubleman,
You wished it all away.
Gun in hand,
You found a path today.
And I know, nothing about.
Troubleman,
Your faith was long ago.
Foreign land,
The sea was made of stone.
And I know, nothing about.
He's gotten bad for me,
He's gotten bad for me,
The only game he played,
Now, turn the other way.
Troubleman,
We used to shake the dead.
Ship unmanned,
The rain was just ahead.
And I know, nothing about.
What troubleman,
Is just the empty name.
понеделник, 4 май 2020 г.
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand
The green eyes
Yeah the spotlight
Shines upon you
And how could anybody
Deny you?
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on
Without you
Green eyes
Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know
That green eyes
You're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you
Must be out of their mind
Honey you should know
That I could never go on
Without you
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
събота, 2 май 2020 г.
Did he go and leave you all alone?
I got a bad desire
Oh-oh-oh, I'm on fire
Tell me now, baby, is he good to you?
And can he do to you the things that I do? Oh, no.
I can take you higher
Oh-oh-oh, I'm on fire, I'm on fire
Sometimes it's like someone took a knife, baby,
Edgy and dull,
And cut a six-inch valley
Through the middle of my soul
At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet
And a freight train running through the middle of my head
Only you can cool my desire
Oh-oh-oh, I'm on fire
сряда, 8 април 2020 г.
Breakfast at Tiffany's and bottles of bubbles
Girls with tattoos who like getting in trouble
Lashes and diamonds, ATM machines
Buy myself all of my favorite things
Yeah
Been through some bad shit, I should be a sad bitch
Who would have thought it'd turn me to a savage?
Rather be tied up with cuffs and not strings
Write my own checks like I write what I sing
My wrist, stop watchin'
My neck is flossin'
Make big deposits
My gloss is poppin'
You like my hair?
Gee, thanks! Just bought it
I see it, I like it
I want it, I got it
Yeah
Wearin' a ring but ain't gon' be no "Mrs."
Bought matching diamonds for six of my bitches
I'd rather spoil all my friends with my riches
Think retail therapy my new addiction
Whoever said money can't solve your problems
Must not have had enough money to solve 'em
They say, "Which one?" I say, "Nah, I want all 'em."
Happiness is the same price as "red-bottoms"
My smile is beamin'
The way it shine
I know you've seen it
You've seen it
I bought a crib
Just for the closet
Both his and hers
I want it, I got it
Yeah
Yeah, my receipts be lookin' like phone numbers
If it ain't money, then wrong number
Black Card is my business card
The way it be settin' the tone for me
I don't mean to brag
But I be like, "Put it in the bag."
Yeah
When you see them racks
They stacked up like my ass
Yeah
Shoot
Go from the store to the booth
Make it all back in one loop
Gimme the loot
Never mind, I got the juice
Nothin' but net when we shoot
Look at my neck
Look at my jet
Ain't got enough money to pay me respect
Ain't no budget when I'm on the set
If I like it then that's what I get
Yeah
вторник, 7 април 2020 г.
ще открием знаеш ли как (във друг свят)
трябва да ми вярваш можеш ли
зная липсвам ти, вярвай ми
със теб в друго време
заедно и само ти ще си до мене
вярвай ми вярвай ми
друг свят, но не знам как
Като нов съм, пак натискам плей
слънце в мене грей снощи бяхме окей
бясно карахме желания по непознати пътища
света мълчеше, ти крещеше, 100 неща
устните ти шепнат замълчи
а в мене блъскат се вълни
желая твоята душа не разбираш ли
къде да те намеря покажи ми
аз къде да те погаля знам, позволи ми
и всичко е тамън с тебе нощите ни са сладки
да се обичаме едно такова като шматки
с тебе всеки миг е пир на сетивата
вече всичко е захир
Бъдещето иска ни не гледаме назад
всичко твое ми е непознато имаме контакт
ден след ден виждам твоето лице
щом не виждам те до мене нищо няма цветове
близки срещи няма трети вид да те позная
началото не ме интересува или края
ти си там някъде а аз съм тук
дали когато някой си отива, то е за да дойде друг
Thank you, next
I'm so fuckin' grateful for my ex
сряда, 25 март 2020 г.
With a face that was launched to sink
An' I seldom feel, the bright relief
It's been the worst day since yesterday
If there's one thing I have said
Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed
As the four winds blow, my wits through the door
It's been the worst day since yesterday
Fallin' down to you sweet ground
Where the flowers they bloom
Well it's there I'll be found
Hurry back to me, my wild cailín
It's been the worst day since yesterday
Though these wounds have seen no wars
Except for the scars I have ignored
And this endless crutch, well it's never enough
It's been the worst day since yesterday
Hell says hello, well it's time I should go
To pastures green, that I've yet to see
понеделник, 6 януари 2020 г.
Graced a ride along
With Geralt of Rivia
Along came this song
From when the White Wolf fought
A silver-tongued devil
His army of elves
At his hooves did they revel
They came after me
With masterful deceit
Broke down my lute
And they kicked in my teeth
While the devil’s horns
Minced our tender meat
And so cried the Witcher
"He can’t be bleat"
Toss a coin to your Witcher
O' Valley of Plenty
O' Valley of Plenty, oh
Toss a coin to Your Witcher
O' Valley of Plenty
At the edge of the world
Fight the mighty horde
That bashes and breaks you
And brings you to mourn
He thrust every elf
Far back on the shelf
High up on the mountain
From whence it came
He wiped out your pest
Got kicked in his chest
He’s a friend of humanity
So give him the rest
That’s my epic tale:
A champion prevailed
Defeated the villain
Now pour him some ale